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Saturday, 22nd July 2006
So now it is all done. I've finally sold the car and am preparing to go back to Singapore. It is a weird feeling that I have when I think about it. I'm sort of excited to go back but at the same time slightly sad to be leaving Toronto and all my friends here again. You'd think that I should be used to this after so many years of moving between countries, but it never gets easier.
Sian! Sian! Sian!
I think in fact that moving has gotten harder over the years. Each time I move I feel like I leave something behind. There is a part of me that is afraid to let things go, a part of me that wonders when I'll see these friends again, and a part of me that wonders if things will be the same when I do.
It's not that I don't want to go to Singapore!!!
In fact I am looking forward to it. I left many great friends there when I first came to Toronto. I'm definately looking forward to seeing them again. I hope things will still be the same between al of us. We've know each other for half our lives, but we grow old and we move on to new things.
Marriage... kids... new job or hobbies...
Not partying or drinking as much... nightclubs...argh!!!
Different lifestyles in short and different directions...
I guess it is part of the whole process that we go through as we go through the paces of everyday life. Problem is, while they seem to be in step with each other, I moved to another country and have been out of touch. I guess I've got some serious catching up to do. The next time I come back to Toronto, it'll be the same thing all over again.
Some wishful thinking on my part:
1) Bring all my friends here back to Asia
2) Transporters (Star Trek) gets invented and you can be anywhere within seconds
3) I am filthy rich and can travel all the time
4) I find a job that pays for me to travel to where my friends are all the time
Anyone care to help???
